My journey down the asile

So I am getting excited because my big 21'st birthday is right around the corner!!!!!!!! :) It sucks bc it lands on a monday and then the following weekend is valentines day so I think i want to go out to eat the day of my birthday...bc who turns 21 and doesnt even get a drink? lol. Then i think the following weekend i am hoping to go out to a bar and celebrate it even tho i have not drank in over a year so I am alittle scared. I just want to have a good time but not get shitfaced, excuse my cursing.