My journey down the asile

So I've been meaning to blog on here just seems like I cant find the time lately between work and school my schedule is pretty full. So this weekend was a real eye-opener for me. John and I kinda of fought alot and it was weird because I was really hurt and sad because I hate fighting with the one you love the most but then we went to Chruch on sunday and the father really hit home to me in what he preached about. He was celebrating this married couple that had been married for 65 yrs that day and there were 92 yrs old, like how amazing is that. You dont see very many marriages lasting these days sadly so this was amazing to see. The father asked them if their journey in life together had been a pininic together and the couple smiled and laughed and spoke, its defiently had its ups and down. after the father blessed them, he preached about marriage and how much work it takes. It was really an eye-opener for me because john and i had just had a really rough weekend together. He said theres going to be days you want to pull your hair out but you gotta keep strong. Marriage is a huge commenitment he preached and he said when you make that commeniment your promsing to love this person through all there good days and all there bad days. As the father spoke up these words my body had chills and i felt as though the Lord wanted me to hear what he what saying because all weekend i had been so rude and cruel to John and i wasnt giving him a chance. So I've been praying and I pray for all the couples out there no matter if your b/f, g/f, engaged or happily married....Love is an amazing gift God gives us and we cant take it for granted because if we do the other Love one will give up on us.

God grant me the serenity to Love John full heartly and help me to be a better person.